I mIss you Bunso...

Though we spent Christmas at Sucol together. Nana and I still miss you so much. Such a pity that we won't get to see your face the first time you see our gift (the baseball bat) and Daddy's gift (a real helmet!). Well I hope that you could come and spend the weekend with us soon. We love you so much and you're such fun to take care of. We miss you so much!

The Will to Live

Sometimes when i feel like dying...you're the one reason i want to live.

Scraped Knee

Scraped his knee last week. Didn't want mommy to touch his knee at all so that he wasn't able to go to school. Ha! Excuses! I wish i could use a scraped knee to get off from work early or to take a day of. One scraped knee per month!

When he leaves....

Si's mama will be leaving for London and it looks like his real family'll take him back when she leaves. I'm not sure how soon it'll be. But never is still too soon for me.

What'll will we do when he leaves? It's crazy that i feel so bad about it. I act like its ok and try to be logical but i hate it. I mean he's 4 yrs old and has been living with from Mondays to Fridays since he was just 6 months! We're as much his family as they are but we want the best for him. Oh well, if only i can convince myself that his going back to his family is really the best thing for him then i wouldn't (or rather shouldn't) feel so bad.

I hope he never feels torn between his two families for his sake but i hope he'll always see us as his other real family.

Sick Mamay

Been sick myself. Took care of Silas. Haha! We coughed together... Getting better though.

Sick Baby

Didn't go to school today. First absence! I didn't go home last night so I dont know how sick he is. Hope he's better.

Weekends

Silas goes home to PCARRD every weekend. I sometimes cant wait for Fridays but then I also hate it. It gets lonely in the mornings with no one to irritate me by hopping into bed with me and "chatting" with me while I'm still half asleep....

The Martial artist. Responsible for Ate Han's various bruises.... : p
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L-R: Silas Job (3), Reginald Kyle (3), Jeriel Mar (6)
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Silas posing for his portfolio. The modeling career that never took off. Maybe someday... but I'd rather he grow up with brains than cute.
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First Day of School

It's hisfirst day at school! Many of his classmates cried but he did not. I'm so proud of him! He wants to typr so here goes...

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That's Silas for you... :)

Growing Up

Sisi is growing up.

He can ride a bike with training wheels now. And he can ride it fast!!!
He can draw our whole family and we dont look like mosquitoes anymore....But I still look like a spider.

I'm not sure I want to work in Manila. I will miss Silas.