Sometimes when i feel like dying...you're the one reason i want to live.
Thursday, October 21, 2004
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
Scraped Knee
Scraped his knee last week. Didn't want mommy to touch his knee at all so that he wasn't able to go to school. Ha! Excuses! I wish i could use a scraped knee to get off from work early or to take a day of. One scraped knee per month!
Saturday, October 02, 2004
When he leaves....
Si's mama will be leaving for London and it looks like his real family'll take him back when she leaves. I'm not sure how soon it'll be. But never is still too soon for me.
What'll will we do when he leaves? It's crazy that i feel so bad about it. I act like its ok and try to be logical but i hate it. I mean he's 4 yrs old and has been living with from Mondays to Fridays since he was just 6 months! We're as much his family as they are but we want the best for him. Oh well, if only i can convince myself that his going back to his family is really the best thing for him then i wouldn't (or rather shouldn't) feel so bad.
I hope he never feels torn between his two families for his sake but i hope he'll always see us as his other real family.
What'll will we do when he leaves? It's crazy that i feel so bad about it. I act like its ok and try to be logical but i hate it. I mean he's 4 yrs old and has been living with from Mondays to Fridays since he was just 6 months! We're as much his family as they are but we want the best for him. Oh well, if only i can convince myself that his going back to his family is really the best thing for him then i wouldn't (or rather shouldn't) feel so bad.
I hope he never feels torn between his two families for his sake but i hope he'll always see us as his other real family.
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